You have no idea how bad it feels to wake up every morning knowing that you're not mine & i'm not yours
Profile Ashwini, 200397 Hotmail/facebook/Twitter When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." —I love you , Tagboard Exits 1A 6Grace Abbas Baowei Charmaine Daniel Darren Donovan Elmira Eunice.P Fabio Felise Gerilynn GwenKPS Hedy Jiamay KaiLong Leonard Sharley Shili Serine TeresaTYF Tracy Vaiish Zoe Archives February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, July 30, 2010 1. Grab Your Phone. Grab-ed . 2. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone? AWW  , its a pic of cheesy :3 3. What's your ringtone? Eenie Meenie (: 4. Who's the 1st person that comes under M? "Maple daddy" ;D 5. Who's the last person you called Jiamay (: 6. Who was your last missed call from ? Mummy ;O 7. Who's the 1st person who comes up under C? Calista . 8. Who's your speed dial number 2? I neh use speed dial . 9. What does 3rd text in ur inbox say? "Hahas =3 " 10. Who was your last received call from? Donovan ;D 11. What does your 5th sentbox text say? " Hide under blanky ~ or want me hug ? ;X " LOL ! 12. How many messages are currently in your inbox? My phone never say o.o i think around 1000 ? 13. What is the wallpaper? ME :3 14. Who's speed dial number 1? Don't use speed dial lah . 15. Who is the 15th message from in your inbox? Cheesyy :3 16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B? Baowei (: 17. How many bars of signal do you currently have? 5 (full) 18. What network are you on? Starhub ! (: 19. Name every person you have a message from. FUCK YOU , too many lah ! @.@ 20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say? " y cold? " 21. Who is the first person in your contacts? Aloysius ;D 22. Who is the last name in your contacts? Zoe <3 23. What does the last text in your inbox say? "Hey , i've received your money .. BLABLABLABLABLA " 24. What is your screensaver? Pon & Zi , "please don't break this " 25. What is your balance? O.O 26. Who's the last person under H? Hw maple kor . 27. What is your bluetooth name? A-shwini(: 30. Who do you often text ? Cheesy , (: I love Followthatway's tumblr ! (: I wanna be something precious to you , cause you are something really precious to me . Hellos peepos (: Later going for th Synergy concert ! (: But before that gort guitar class , omgosh . Need chiong like siao o.o Wonder if can reach there in time ... o.o Urghh , few people wanted to meet me earlier first but none confirm what time & where expect Jiamay .__. So meeting Jiamay at 4.30 at intchange . Or maybe not .___. SEE ! none confirm , sian D: YAY CHEESY FETCHING ME FROM GUITAR CLASS ;D  Okayy , so meeting jiamay at west plaza busstop at 4.30 . okay cancan (:  Hmm .. off to do other stuffs , Byebye ! Labels: Loving you (: Iloveyou But i won't give too many chances (: Hello readers ! <: Morning , school as usual . Aft school went t Zoe's house , eat , slack . Awhile later jiamay came , sing songs ;D damn fun sio ! Had muchmuch fun (: Aft that gooo find Cheesy <: Blablablablabla , then go home (: Chatting w/ Cheesy & Jiamay on msn , Byebye :3 Labels: 14 love (: Thursday, July 29, 2010 No matter how much you hurt me , i still love you . I wanna be the only girl you love . I'm still hoping that you're th one . Boo ! Toodayyy nothing much , get th dno what boook , went around class ask for peepos signature . Aloy 1 damn cute can (: sweet sia (: After school went to PP . Eat KFC <: then later actually wanted to go Zoe house de , but since someone was there , she din't wanna go up , soo i went home (: Sleep , Wake up , eat , com , nao gonna sleep soon (: I'm turning into a pig . Labels: i cry easily .. Wednesday, July 28, 2010 140220100000 ! x3 I love you baby , please don't hurt me again (: Lets last long kayys ! <: Todaayyyyyyyyy ROCKS ! ;D Wheeeeeeeeeeeee ~ Happydieme ;D Had netball training , okay lah (: After that waited for him  , then he sent me home (: *touched* Hhahhha ! Thanks for making me NOT wait for 5 years d: HAHAHHAAH ! Okayy nothing much (: Everyth's fine nao i guess , expect for tmj thing ): Nevermind , HAHAHHAHA ;D HAPPYHAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY ! I love you (: And once again , HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! <3 Labels: im twice as careful ., this time Tuesday, July 27, 2010 Something about you is so addictive . I guess im toopid enough to still love you <3 Boo ! ;D Today had 2.4 , lucky pass . I halfway run , my legs cannot take it alr , due to yesterday's netball >: After that nothing much , just that today i have a bigbigbig appetite ! (: To you : HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3 ! 16 alrrr sioo ! OLD OLD ;X HAHAH ! Stay handsome , sweet , cute , toopid ;D No matter what i'll always be there for you kayy <: Unless , im also v. sad ;X For you , i wont emo tomorrow , so you wont emo (: KENOT emo tomorrow hor ! or i cry ): Hahhaha ! May all your wishes come true ~ Muackmuacks (:  I know its kinda early , but yeah ;D i wanna be the first to make a blog post for you on your birthday d: SWEET RIGHT ? duhhh , me what ;D Cheer up kay ! :3 Ya know , you really have something about you that's tooooo addictive , and i dont know what . @.@ It's hard to say goodbye to you ya knowwwwwwwwww . You hurt me so much , i still love you so much .__. Hahahs , im too kind ;X And dude , if you ever get that chance (which im quite sure you'll get if you ask) , please please please please please dont ever ever ever ever hurt me ever ever ever again ... or that's it (: "i tell everyone we are through , cause im so much better w/o you , but its another pretty lie , cause i break down everytime you come around" (: Hahas , I STILL LOVE YOU :D *INSERT MANY MANY HEARTS* Labels: Happy birthday my first love (: Monday, July 26, 2010 LIES LIES LIES LIES ! HAH , I KNOW EVERYTH NOW (: Labels: are we over ? Saturday, July 24, 2010 After all this , i still love you (: I damn Lol sia , after all this i still love you . And im actually still waiting for you ... Cause i seriously dont know what else i can do ): But im confused , i have soo many questions on my mind . Remember last time you said , until your exams over is the longest ? Nao leh ): And idk if i should believe you , cause im afraid =\ Even if i wait for you .. won't there be other girls ? You won't move on w/ another girl meh ? Will you still love me ? All i can do is wish & wish & wish & dream .. I miss you . Labels: what's happening to 140220100000 ? Thursday, July 22, 2010 No girl gonna love you more . TODAY SUCKS . THIS NIGHTMARE IS SOO NOT ENDING . CAN I HAVE A SWEET DREAM AND DONT FREAKING WAKE UP ? IDK WHAT YOU THINKING SIA . ZZZ . Wednesday, July 21, 2010 14022010 . Just because i smile , doesn't mean that im happy . Boo <: im freaking lazy to post . Lol . Oh yah , im married to Kash & Gerilynn on 19 july 2010 (: Labels: 14th of febuary Saturday, July 17, 2010 I use smileys when im sad to act like im not (: And now , it still is , you (: Boo ! Yoyo peeps (: Today , nothing much , dint go out ): Actually supposed to go down play basketball w/ Hedy & Amy , but in th end , Hedy couldn't , sooo .. dint go down >: Nehmind , its okay (: Went guitar class in th afternoon . I swear that th song My love , is damn nice (: funfunfun to play th solo part , <: hahs . Then came back home & started doing th Art homework , from 4++ do till 7 sio ! Pro right ! Sooo much effort manxzc ;D Nao hand painpain , T.T Luckily it turned out greatt xD Okayy , shall go cont doin my other homeworkkks . Byebye (: Labels: Can't wait to be in your arms again .. Friday, July 16, 2010 Problems after problems . Learn to cherish those you already have (: Hmmm .. what did i do today ? Morning went school as usual . I swear i love taptap and th toiletpaper game <: funfunfun . hahas . then blablablabla , lessons normal & boring as usual . My medicine keep make me wanna sleep . Esp during history , my eyes become like gum like that , once close so hard to open . Aft school i straight went home (: No mood to go anywhere (: It's best i go home & sleep , and thats what i did (: Slept from 2/3 - 8 ;D shiock lahh , hahas . Wake up , ate , my appetite came back leh ! Finally can eat alotalot like last time ^^ Then nao here blogging , msn-ing and facebook-ing lor .  Labels: I swear that my heart went boomboomboom when i saw you . Thursday, July 15, 2010 Does this count as annoying ? *Does th cheek thing* I seriously hope i'm dreaming , if i am , this is th worst nightare . Wassup (: Today nothing much , aft school had dance practise & rehearsal . Aft that go home . I fell in love w/ this song , it really suits my feelings nao ): Mixed up - Miley cyrus La la la La di da di da da da La la la How come everything turns out Leaving me with more doubts I feel like I´m upside down And I don´t wanna be here I go right Shoulda gone left And I say things I should of not said Look at me in this big mess I don´t wanna be here Everything I do Is making me more confused Oh it used to be easy All I had to be was me Now I´m mixed up Everywhere I go Is somewhere that I don´t know Oh I´m hoping that I´m dreaming Cuz im sick of this feeling I´m mixed up Somebody help me La la la La di da Tell me how to fix this I´d trade my world for one wish To go back to my other life Oh and get it right Everything I do Is making me more confused Oh it used to be easy All I had to be was me Now I´m mixed up Everywhere I go Is somewhere that I don´t know Oh I´m hoping that I´m dreaming Cuz im sick of this feeling I´m mixed up Could somebody help me To hold me To tell me Everything´s gonna Be okay Cuz today It feels like I won´t Make it to the top now Don´t know how to get outta this I´m so mixed up Can somebody help me La la la Everything I do Is making me more confused Oh it used to be easy All I had to be was me Now I´m mixed up Everywhere I go (Everywhere I go) Is somewhere that I don´t know (Somewhere I don´t know) Oh I´m hoping that I´m dreaming Cuz I´m sick of this feeling I´m mixed up Somebody help me (Mixed up) Wednesday, July 14, 2010 It's so fluffy ! Sometime's im gonna have to lose . This aint about how fast i get there . Boo ! (: Today was , sucky <: heeeh . Feel like all my evergy is drained . Cant seem to eat properly . Before eat , is like , very hungry , halfway through eating , cannot eat alr ): what is this manxzc .. then keep drinking milomilomilo only . Yesterday esp , 4 packets of milo sia ._." Dint go for training today , if i go i sure faint . So after th recording , went home , took a bathe , ate , then went t sleep . 7.45+ mummy suddenly came & woke me up . I felt like .. idk how to explain , but damn weird , like my whole mind spinning like that . Aft awhile got outa bed , then blablablabla . then eat dinner , dint manage to finish my food again =\ What's happening to me sia ..... I think im gonna get sick , serious . i better eat med then go sleep early tonight (: Labels: Th only difference from my nightmare is that, this is much more worse . Tuesday, July 13, 2010 There's always gonna be another mountain , Hello aliens :> School was normal , except for a tiny prob w/ foursome . Hais , i forgive you guys okay ... if i sometimes too #^&$*^$ also can tell me . ehhh , MUST tell me . Aft school , had dance ! (: Still kinda blur w/ th new steps , by tomorrow should be okay ;D Okayy , ima off to eat dinner then do homework alr , Byebye (: Labels: Imissyou Monday, July 12, 2010 Life's a climb (: Yup , its true (: Take good care of it ,  I got bored .. soo ... HELLO (: See th 2nd & 3rd pictures ? (: Its th designs on th netball tee i received today ;D . Lazy to take photo of th whole tee d: blehh , Geraldine was like freaking hyper when i told her that can go collect netball tee . Jumpjump like bunny sio <:  haahas , yeh , then went t change into tee ! ;D then training , tiredtiredtired . After training went t wait for Shili's Moonyaad (: Walaoooo , no action one , i wanna see lehh ;X heehes , then bus-ed home (: Muscle's aching ! Labels: Baby, istillloveyou, nevergonnastop ~ Sunday, July 11, 2010 14022010 , pause ? i'll be waiting , 140220100000 (: Not gonna update blog till i feel better or have something to post about , Labels: Always loving you ...... 3 & 17 more days !(: My love for you will always be true (:                                       Hello readers :> Today i ............ ROT-ED AT HOME (: well its normal for me to rot at home on Sundays . Urgh , next Sunday i wanna go out !<: Peepos , jio me out ~ Haahs , Hedy ask me go play basketball , but i couldn't , had homeworks and elearning to complete , plus not really in th mood for basketball this few days ): So long never play basketball alr .. 1 month ++ ? =\ I need to go play soon , really need to . Hmm .. nothing else t say lerr , o.o" Byebye ~ Labels: Baby i love you (: Saturday, July 10, 2010 Baby please don't change . Everyth's changing .. But i hope our love always remains th same . So today uh ... Morning woke up , see no sms , heart BREAK . =\  Then bathe , ate breakfast , did homework . Then play com awhile , then off t guitar class (: Teacher was funny as usual , heehe . Love his jokes xD Then aft class , went t busstop , just nice , bus cameee ! <:  then in th bus i feel abit weird , idk why . Like giddy giddy , but not giddy o.o" idk why LOL . Then went back on com , blablablabla . Nao currently chatting w/ Darling & Jm on msn <: Labels: 4 more days xD Friday, July 9, 2010 Me plus YOU :D I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I lovee you . I love you . I love you . I love youu . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . I love you . 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Did e-learning , (: Tomorrow gonna celebrate Thomas's birthday @ E!hub <: Kbox ! haahhas , Jm's really damn excited yeah ;D My leg muscle's cramming due to yesterday's training , cant walk properly >< hahas , kayy , shall post tomorrow ;D if i have time ;X Heeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (: yoyoyoyoyoyo , supsupsupsupsupsup ;D  Obviously im in like a kinda good mood naooo ;D morning woke up , did e-learning , go buy food for sist , then off t eat lunch w/ my darling ! ;D Thennn later went t sch for netball d: wahahahah , today did alot jumping , nao tummy pain o.o" Hmm .. i shall go find new blogskin :3 Saturday, July 3, 2010 You're gonna love it ! What's up peepos ;D ! Morning met Shili darling <3 go buy cheesy & choco birthday present (: then go eat mac breakfast . then off to meet th others (: Went t watch Eclipse w/ Birthday boy(Choco !) , Xavier , Nick , Kailong , Baowei , Fabio , Shili & Jiamay . In th end , Shili , Kailong , Baowei they all go watch Toystory 3 , nevermind . lol lahh , split into 2 groups . Toystory ended first , soo .. shili went off alr ): aft movie cheesy come find me ;D , slackslack walkwalk . then jm & i go whitesands eat kfc , then home sweet home (: Labels: Every moment spent w/ you is a dream come true Friday, July 2, 2010 WAHAHAHAHHAHAHA IM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY TODAYYYYYYYYY ;D IDK WHYYYY , BUT TH WHOLE WORLD SEEMS HAPPY TOOOOOOOOOOS ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD HEEHE ! OKAY , today nothing much happen , schhool , aft school slack , went home , sleep , wake up , eat , com ;D WAHAHAHHH ! OKAYYY I GO CONTINUE HAPPY-ING :D Thursday, July 1, 2010 Things seem t have changed .. =\ Hmmm .. i'm not in a good mood naoos . but better then just now (:  Bathe-ing halfway start thinking .. and thinking .. then broke down . crycrycry like mad =\ Hahahs , i feeeeeeeeel muchmuchmuch better aft that (: My tummy hurts like crap manxzc =\ Hais , nothing t post alr .. Jiamay , cheer up .
Baby ,each day i love you more, today more than yesterday, and less than tomorrow